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I was on a forum on GaiaOnline and found this somewhat interesting. Maybe you will be able to relate to one (or more) of the following:

( Continue reading about the styles of love... )

I'm a mix of Storge and Pragma with hints of Eros. The only thing that makes me Eros-like is the emotional part. I am a firm believer of the "friends first" policy when in relationships--it doesn't even have to be a strong friendship just as long as I know enough about the person to consider them a friend. What also makes me a Pragma is that I am extremely picky and take into consideration personality clashes that I may encounter if I further engaged myself in a relationship. I know not all relationships are perfect and that they're perfect because of their imperfections but I like to think ahead of time whether or not I can be happy overall with a person. Therefore, I think before I act (as you can see from my previous "guy issues" post).

I rarely call any girl a "bitch" because I think it politically incorrect but this time, this girl is a fucking bitch's ass. This girl is fucking annoying me on OMGPOP. It started out as a petty argument which I thought was left alone but now it's become a full-blown threat. Anybody help? Here's what the bitch keeps sending me and my responses:

( Continue reading the conversation and give me some advice, please... )

I am getting so fucking annoyed with this old bag. I'm seriously getting headaches because of her. I don't care if the police shows up--it's not like they can do anything because there's nothing to do. They'll see it as another petty teenage quarrel because that's exactly what this has turned into. I'm seriously trying to be nice and keep my cool but this bitch isn't relenting. I fucking swear, why are people so damn paranoid and humorless? Why?

As you can plainly see, I told her I wouldn't talk to her anymore. If she doesn't stop harassing me, I might have to go all out on the bitch. I really don't want to trouble anyone but this bitch is taking things way too goddamn far. It started out with an "I'll kill you" in Dinglepop that was directed to my friend which she mistook for a real threat to her (who the fuck would think that on a gaming website?). She is so fucking delusional--I have never met anyone like her and I hope to God I won't have to in real life. She is such a fucking nutcase.

Greed The Deadly Sin wrote in Life Issues: ok.

So, high school is over and done with and this september I am going into college. I am a bit worried about losing two close friends of mine. I have known these two guys since i was 4....so I guess the three of us have been friends for 14 years.

we went to the same elementary school and high school together, but we are all going to seperate colleges/universities in the fall. I know the options of MSN and a cell phone call but even though I can talk to them occasionally I am worried that the three of us just won't have any time to hang out with eachother in the fall.

not to mention that one of them has a GF that is going to his college with him, and we are obviously are going to make new friends in college; I just think that over time we won't put in the effort to contact eachother.


now how should I go about handling this? Do I talk to htem about it before we go saying. "we better all keep in contact!" or just go with the flow and see what happens randomly.

-thanks

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Some of my friends think I should have my own advice column or something so I decided to just post up entries of people's posts on forums that I'm active on with my replies. Maybe three a week or whenever I don't have anything to talk about? Yaw...sounds good. Hehe. Here is my first contender:

Andretta Wrote In Life Issues section: My name is Andretta and I lead a very strange life. But, during my daily Internet musings, I learn things, and now I'm wondering, maybe I'm not the only one...

I'm a very strong otaku, meaning I watch anime, I'm learning Japanese, someday I'm gonna live in Japan, etc. Make fun of me if you will, I really stopped caring.

Since I was four I've had a very overactive imagination; only recently have I actually grown out of the "imaginary friends" stage. But you see I never actually made up my own friends. I used cartoon characters. ...Most of which where males. Whom I took to be attractive. We can see how this ended. Every time.

Ten years later, in October, I sat my ass down at my laptop and started watching an anime for the first time and thought to myself, maybe I can watch one anime where I don't fall in 'love' with anyone. Oh, how wrong I was...

Long story short, am I the only one who's ever signed away their soul to an anime character because they loved him (or her, whatever the case may be), got depressed, found out they were dead, got even more depressed, started using a Ouija board to talk to them, and found out that they were actually real and are now your guardian?

And subsequently found out that you have two souls?

Am I really the only one? I know I'm not insane, and even if I was, I wouldn't take any meds, I love myself the way I am and if I lost the "figment of imagination" (read: spirit) who's been helping me and guiding me through tough times I'd probably wind up an empty shell of a person.

So to cut this short now, (the story is a lot more complicated than this but for the sake of space...) I'm not the only one who's acted like this before...am I? eek

~Andretta heart

EDIT FOR CLARIFICATION! I have a real life boyfriend...and a real life...guys, I'm not insane...

( My response to her situation... )

To clarify, an otaku is basically a video game/anime/manga nerd. Hope you found this post helpful (if you can relate).

I just want to post something really short (compared to my other entries) before I post my experience at Anime Expo because I'm so angry right now, I could smack a baby.

New Fact: The State of California, which can't even keep its schools open, is paying $2.5 million for Michael Jackson's funeral.

It is also said that my college is not going to be open for the upcoming Winter and Summer intersessions. They are also going to cut the number of classes in half during Spring 2010 due to of "lack of funding." Here's the cherry-on-top: Not only that, they plan on building a high school on the campus. What. The. Fuck.

I love the King of Pop (as you may have seen from my past posts) but not that much--especially when I'm the one who's going to pay the price. I've been telling everybody that California has the money to save our schools but nobody believed me and look where the money is going now.

I rarely ever say this but I think the situation calls for it: Screw. My. Life.